FOMO : noun. A state of mental or emotional strain caused by the fear of missing out.
Sunset, first day:
It takes several hours to get to White Pocket in the Arizona Strip from Kanab. It’s a long winding trip on 89A to the turn off at House Rock Road. Then it’s a couple hours more of four-wheeling in deep sand to White Pocket.
As a result, we arrived in the early afternoon. With the sun directly overhead conditions were not optimal for photography but the plan was to shoot at sunset anyway.
We concentrated on choosing a spot to set up our tent and settling in for a couple days. Then we hiked around the buttes and ravines of White Pocket, while I scouted photo compositions to shoot at sunset.
Later we hung out at camp, had an early dinner and decompressed from the drive.
As the sun started to set I geared up and hiked back to locations I had scouted out earlier. As I looked around there were photo ops everywhere. Photographically it was like being a kid in a candy store.
Where to start? There’s only so much good light and it disappears fast. Spending time on this meant missing out on that. This butte is lit up one instant, shaded out the next. Meanwhile other compositions appear and disappear in seconds.
Have you ever been angry at a place? I was feeling frustrated, rushed, overwhelmed. So much to shoot, so little time. FOMO indeed.
I managed to make a few images. None of them satisfied me. It’s not that they weren’t good, it’s just that in every case there was always a better one that I missed.
In retrospect I can see that these where good problems to have but in the moment it was frustrating. Relax. Tomorrow is another day and another opportunity to shoot in this weird, beautiful, amazing place.